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15 October 2009 @ 12:25 am
[Super Junior] The Breath of Life in Me, PG, Gen, Donghae/everyone  
동해야, 생일 축하합니다! 알라뷰, favorite-mine. ♥ Thanks to transitorial and papered for looking this over for me.

The Breath of Life in Me (or, 10 People Who Loved Lee Donghae)
Super Junior, Donghae/everyone, PG, 2525 words
It's true that everyone loves Donghae, but they each do so a little differently.



(01) Jessica

She falls in love with him, hard and fast, because he is everything a seventeen-year-old girl could want. He's charming and sweet and thoughtful - and he clearly adores her. He makes her feel like the center of his world. No matter her own unsurety, her own awkwardness, he is always there with a smile, a little flushed with his excitement. She loves that she excites him, that she makes him nervous, makes him worry, makes him unsettled. It's a heady kind of power that every girl secretly wishes she has, the power to make a guy go crazy over her.

Their first kisses are stolen and tentative. Jessica's fingers are light on his arm; his lips are gentle against hers. Her heart skips a beat, like every cliché romance she's ever seen, and she finally feels like the princess everyone jokes she is.

Donghae is her first love and her first dream come true. Even after they end things, even after they go their separate ways and wind up friends, fellow commiserators in this crazy entertainment industry, she never quite stops loving him. Their eyes meet across the dazzle of the stage, half-blinded by the spotlight, celebration loud in their ears, and she smiles at him, mouthing, Congratulations, and meaning, I will never forget you.



(02) Yunho

Donghae clings to Yunho because they are from the same hometown; Yunho allows it at first because Donghae is a pretty good kid and he feels kind of obligated. Yunho's parents have always raised him to act responsibly, and the least he can do is be a good hyung to the new wide-eyed trainee at SM, still a trace of his Mokpo accent and a hint of wonder in his words when he speaks.

Love happens gradually for him, building up inexorably over the years, as Donghae makes a permanent space for himself in Yunho's heart, like waves can shape mountains and winds can carve canyons. No longer is Donghae the kid who tagged, puppy-like, after him and Heechul, always smiling like the world couldn't bring him down. Now, Donghae is older, his eyes shadowed with knowledge that the world is not always fair, his face bereft of its baby fat and lean with the years of hard work.

He still reminds Yunho of home, when he is spending months in Japan, when he is listening to Yoochun playing out a new song on the keyboard. Sometimes he'll get a text or a phone call, just a few words of encouragement and a happy ^^ to punctuate, and he finds himself smiling, nostalgic.

Donghae's a good kid, has always been and will always be. But he makes a better friend, Yunho thinks, as he sends his own text back. Donghae, hwaiting! Hyung will always support you.



(03) Hyukjae

For Hyukjae, the crush develops a few months into their training period, after they have gotten to know each other and have become fast friends. Donghae is cheerful and always up for anything, even if he does tear up too easily. Hyukjae and Junsu team up to make him cry, because they're boys and they think it's funny. Hyukjae never quite admits to himself that part of his reason for doing it is that he just wants Donghae's attention.

He spends a few weeks with his heart speeding up whenever Donghae is around, his palms sweating uncomfortably whenever he sees Donghae grin. The thought I like you never fully forms in his head, but for those few weeks, Sungmin says, "What's the matter with you?" and Junsu complains, "God, you're, like, attached at the hip to Donghae."

Hyukjae more or less gets over it with time, because he realizes Donghae smiles at everyone like that, like he means it, like you are the sun he revolves around. His feelings flag, his heart sinks, and he resigns himself to just being another friend.

When he confesses his crush to Donghae, impulsively, during the filming of their mini-drama, Hyukjae's not quite sure what he wants. Maybe he just wants to see how Donghae will react.

There's shock in his eyes, and he dogs Hyukjae off-camera, persistent. "Really, Hyukkie?" he asks, all curious wonder and encroaching hands.

With Donghae draped over his back, Hyukjae mutters an embarrassed, "Yeah, well, I got over it."

And he did, mostly. But that doesn't mean he stops feeling warm whenever Donghae turns to him, seeking to share a conspiratorial grin or a hug.

Years later, Hyukjae occasionally still gets that sort of warm glow in the pit of his stomach when Donghae crawls into his bed and sleeps beside him (or on top of him, squashing him flat). Everyone loves Donghae, and Donghae loves everyone, but there's something satisfying about knowing he's Donghae's best friend.

Especially since Donghae is his.



(04) Siwon

There are just some people you feel naturally comfortable around, some people who are easier to be with than others. Siwon has always been physically affectionate and good-natured. He is polite and charming and very rarely encounters someone he doesn't get along with...but even for him, there are people whose sleepy smiles make chilly mornings a little warmer, whose laughter sets off his own, whose bodies fit just right in his arms for a hug.

Siwon doesn't try to explain it. He's got a nice face, he knows without false modesty, but he's also smart enough to know that when things are right, when they feel close to perfect, there is no need to question them too hard. Just be thankful for the blessings in your life. So he laughs and cuddles with Donghae, feeds off the returning sparkle in those mischievous eyes, and is content - happy - with just this.



(05) Kangin

Donghae's like a brother to Kangin, and not just because their parents know each other and are good friends and not just because Donghae talks more frequently to Kangin's mother than Kangin does. It's also in the way Donghae will laugh at him and tattle on him, the way he'll pull pranks and grin unrepentantly, like the most obnoxious younger sibling. Sometimes Kangin doesn't know why he likes Donghae at all.

"Lee Donghae," Kangin groans, when he discovers that precisely half his socks have been stolen, so he is left with a number of singles and no matching pairs.

"What's up, hyung?" He leans against the doorframe, grinning and shameless, like he has no idea why Kangin is glaring at him. Oh, the kid does have nerve.

Kangin ends up flinging socks at him, and they are both shaking with laughter as he chases Donghae down the hall and pins him to the bed by sitting on top of him triumphantly.

"Hyuuuunng," Donghae whines breathlessly, face buried into his pillow.

"That's what you get for messing with me," Kangin tells him, swatting his backside with a grin. "From now on, prank the others, okay?"

Donghae deflates with a sigh. "Fine, fine." He squirms and shoves fruitlessly at Kangin. "Now get off me!" Kangin laughs and slides off him, finding a seat on the bed and Donghae's arms wrapped around him. A chin rests on his shoulder, pointy and sharp; he doesn't comment on it and fondly lets Donghae play koala bear, latching to his back. He really is such a kid sometimes.

He pulls pranks, whines childishly, and comes to Kangin for advice. He pours out his heart when he's worried or homesick, struggling to hold himself up alone but finding that, sometimes, you really need someone else. Kangin's always been a little prone to overprotectiveness, always happy to play big brother to his younger bandmates, and Donghae is no exception. He rubs his knuckles over Donghae's head, smiles back at him, and lets his heartstrings be tugged. These are the times that remind him that, yeah, he loves Donghae. "Hey, kid," he says, "you'll be okay."



(06) Kibum

Kibum falls in love when he is fourteen and Donghae greets him with a smile, a hug, and a whispered, "Welcome home." He never looks back. He never regrets it.

He never stops.



(07) Kyuhyun

Donghae has always been Kyuhyun's hero and, for someone who is typically few on words when it comes to the press, he is not shy about telling the world.

No matter how I say it, Donghae hyung holds a very high place in my heart. I remember when I first joined SJ as the 13th member, I felt very uneasy, but hyung would always give me strength, whenever I got depressed, he was always there to encourage me, I really love this kind of hyung.¹


After the magazine is published, Donghae corrals Kyuhyun with an arm around the waist and a wide, expectant smile. "Tell me what you said about me!" he demands.

"Why don't you ask Hankyung-hyung to translate for you?" Kyuhyun returns.

Donghae pouts. "I did. He read it to himself and started smiling all mysterious-like and told me I should ask you directly." He drops his arm from around Kyuhyun and flips the magazine open again, glossy pages sliding against each other until he finds Kyuhyun's article about Donghae. "Tell me?" he asks softly, looking at Kyuhyun again with a pleading expression, his eyes dark and warm.

Hyung has very beautiful, expressive eyes, his emotions always shows through his pure eyes, with nothing concealed. Donghae hyung really makes other people like him because of his child-like innocence.


Kyuhyun can't help his smile as he reverses their positions from earlier, draping his own arm around Donghae's shoulders and leaning against him. He recalls how he found Donghae earlier that day, curled up on the sofa with his headphones on, lost to the world as he flipped through his ever-present notebook of Chinese phrases. He remembers the surprised look Donghae gave him, wide-eyed and startled, when he first sat down, and then the smile that followed on its heels.

"Maybe later," he says, and hugs Donghae closer.



(08) Henry

Sungmin is the first to befriend him, and Ryeowook is the one who holds his hand and guides him along in China. Hankyung is the one he turns to when he's unsure about his Chinese, and Kyuhyun is the one he gradually wins respect from after demonstrating his prowess at the Wii.

Donghae is the one who dances with him, though. The one who makes him laugh and blush and goof off after endless hours of practice. The one who will unabashedly take his hand and drag him places, talking excitedly about food and people he's met and making Henry translate, even when Henry fumbles and searches for words. The one who will look wide-eyed at his violin, and applaud loudest after his performance, grinning with pride.

Henry loves all the members, but Donghae is the only one who makes his face heat and his heart stumble.



(09) Heechul

Heechul's soft spot for Donghae is legendary. Everyone knows he'll let Donghae get away with speaking to him informally, will let him get away with things he won't let anyone else get away with; everyone knows he dotes on him and is sort of helplessly fond of him. With Hankyung, Heechul teases relentlessly; with Kibum, he jokes and gives serious advice. He is abrupt and eccentric and sarcastic, abrasive and short-tempered and impatient with fools, but Heechul's every exception seems to be made for Donghae.

He can't quite explain it either.

It's probably something to do with the way Donghae smiles, the way he tries, driven with good intentions and genuine warmth. Even when tired or irritated or actively annoying, Donghae is, at heart, such a good person that Heechul can't bear to see anyone snap at him and hurt him. Even though he's grown in so many ways and realized so much loss in those newly mature eyes, Donghae still believes in people so sincerely, with such unshakeable faith, that Heechul can't bear to see him disappointed.

It's not that he's a child, innocent and needing protection. It's not that he's clueless or helpless. Heechul is derisive towards anyone who harbors that kind of view about Donghae. But he has never been able to put it to words, his own fierce pride and protectiveness towards Donghae.

From the simple things, like washing the dishes together, or making jokes together about the other members, to the relentless way Donghae will practice his dance over and over again. From the way Donghae tears up every time he's forced to talk about his father to the way he leans into Heechul's shoulder, sleepy and exhausted. The way he laughs, childlike; the way he works his body to build biceps Heechul squeezes with a leer; the way he smiles as the fans scream for him, truly happy to make them happy.

Heechul loves this boy, loves him without words and without explanation and without contention. He might never be able to explain it, but he thinks that that's all right.

Everyone knows of Heechul's soft spot for Donghae.

He doesn't really mind.

In his opinion, there is no shame in loving someone so beautiful.



(10) Donghae's father

Donghae's father loves him from the first sonogram, from the first wail, from the first giggle and burp. He loves him through the first scraped knee, the first soccer game, the first time he runs into the ocean and stares in unabashed delight. He loves him through his first shouting match with Donghwa (and every one after that), the first time he cries over a girl (thirteen), the first rejection from an audition.

He loves him through the hours of practicing dance in front of a television, through the old, familiar songs he'll gamely try to sing with his father, tripping over words. He loves him when his eyes light up, trying to hide his excitement, as he finally confesses that he won the SM Youth Best Contest.

"They offered me a contract! I can be famous!"

And as he gathers Donghae in his arms, he thinks he can never love him more.

He does, though. Every day, he loves him more; every day, he grows more and more proud of him. He doesn't play favorites - Donghwa has every part of his heart as well - but everyone can tell from the smile on his face: Donghae is the light of his life.

He cries as he writes his last letter to Donghae, out of regret that he will miss all the new firsts in his son's life.

When my Donghae wins the newcomer award, Dad won’t be able to see it. I won’t be able to see your bride, I won’t be able to see my cute grandchildren…

But as long as it’s what our Donghae believes in, then it will be the best. And I’ll protect all of you from heaven, and become the strength at your back. And my Donghae’s next generation will also be so blessed…
²


Despite his heavy heart, he knows Donghae will be okay. In this world of firsts and lasts, of every second and third and countless time in between, he knows that Donghae will always be loved.

My son Donghae-yah! I love you.

Love you!





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Started: 2009.08.10
Finished: 2009.10.09

¹ Kyuhyun's article about Donghae translated by xcloudyx@soompi.
² Donghae's father's last letter to Donghae.

2010/05/11: Now available as podfic!

 
 
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{{ a y a m e | mabudachi trio }}hoyah on October 15th, 2009 05:35 am (UTC)
lol i was wondering if there'd be birthday fic
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: biasbiasbiasmeiface on October 15th, 2009 05:37 am (UTC)
How could I not write birthday fic for my favorite? Inconceivable!
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(no subject) - hoyah on October 15th, 2009 06:06 am (UTC) (Expand)
enlightened: *hug*aprettyeternity on October 15th, 2009 05:38 am (UTC)
the tenth one made me sniffle/cry.
this makes me happy/sad/reflective and i am happy you wrote and posted it.
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: you want thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 05:43 am (UTC)
I am a liiiiittle Donghae-biased. So I kind of just want the world to know him and love him and all that. ;) ♥ Thank you for reading!
没有你日子很黑白papered on October 15th, 2009 05:44 am (UTC)
I am going to sob over the last section forever okay. ;_____________;
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: LOLmeiface on October 15th, 2009 05:46 am (UTC)
♥ So I love him. Yeah.
(no subject) - papered on October 15th, 2009 05:48 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - meiface on October 15th, 2009 05:52 am (UTC) (Expand)
unschooled to the rules and too gumshoe: donghae - guitartransitorial on October 15th, 2009 05:46 am (UTC)
I still love this. ♥ Oh favorite. You are so loved and I can totally see why.

♥ never ever ever stop writing, Mei, the world would be deprived without it.
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: you want thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 05:48 am (UTC)
Thaaank you for looking it over aldkgh for Donghae, I will go the lengths. ;__; Favorite forever.
busizhishen: Kihaebusizhishen on October 15th, 2009 05:54 am (UTC)
askjdhdf the Kibum one made me sad. D:
And the last one broke my heart. ;~~;
Half these pairings I don't even ship but OMFG. <3
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: kihae = gaymeiface on October 15th, 2009 05:58 am (UTC)
KiHae ♥

This is more gen than pairing-heavy because I love all of their friendships with Donghae. Everyone should love Donghae! :D
(no subject) - busizhishen on October 15th, 2009 06:29 am (UTC) (Expand)
b r i ♥ *: hae!be my supermanloveslipped on October 15th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)
I knew you'd write a birthday fic :)

#10 sobs ♥

Donghae is loved very much. My biases call out to me, but I am in love with every part of this~

the gif for #7 is Henry not Kyuhyun :3
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: biasbiasbiasmeiface on October 15th, 2009 06:22 am (UTC)
alkdhf of course I would :( ♥

I am one among many who love him...I'm glad you liked it! :D

Augh, my c/p abilities fail me! Editing, thank you!
♥ knocking down hearts like dominos ♥: secrets in your smile- lee donghaefaithgrowsold on October 15th, 2009 06:21 am (UTC)
so. my heart started hurting my the end of the first one. my eyes started burning by the sixth. by the end of the ninth my tears were running and by the last one i was trying to hold back a sob.

just. donghae. i love him so utterly and completely and i've basically given up trying to figure out why anymore. it's just because he's donghae and he's brilliant and beautiful and wonderful and everyone loves him and he loves everyone. akjdsl ♥ that boy. that man.

just god. ;_______________;

i-just- all of this. so gorgeous. brb i'm going to go sob all over my chinese homework now. ;____;

my heart ♥!!!
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: you want thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 06:26 am (UTC)
I don't know what I can say about Donghae that hasn't already been said so many times...and what I've said in this fic! I guess this fic was kind of my love letter, my profession of adoration. Everyone loves him. I love him. ♥♥ I don't really try to explain it either. But thank you so much for your comment. I'm always glad when I'm not the only one who feels that way ahaha.

Oh Donghae.
pight or plightpinefir on October 15th, 2009 06:49 am (UTC)
i know you're not donghae. but i still want to say happy birthday donghae :D
i hope that made sense...anyways..because of the numerous hae/sica fics i've seen scattered around..i officially like jessica now..i don't know how that relates to this fic but..ghaaaah. donghae. :D donghae... :) he's not my favorite but i love him too :D

and kyu's piece :) aww kyu :)
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: lee donghaemeiface on October 15th, 2009 03:36 pm (UTC)
It took a while for Jessica to grow on me...and then I fell head over heels for her hahah. Who knows how it happened? I'm glad you like her now though! All the HaeSica is just so precious. :3

I think a lot of people have a soft spot for Donghae, even if he's not their complete and utter bias like he is with me. ;) Or so I like to think. Thank you! ♥
(no subject) - pinefir on October 15th, 2009 07:15 pm (UTC) (Expand)
lackofsound on October 15th, 2009 06:56 am (UTC)
The tenth one is the one that really hit me and made me stop breathing for a second, but all of them were so gorgeous. They're sort of hopeful and sort of sad and beautiful and it has to be true that everyone loves Donghae, seriously.
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: angstmeiface on October 15th, 2009 03:36 pm (UTC)
It's always Donghae's relationship with his dad that breaks my heart. ♥♥ I'm really glad you liked this, thank you!
BABY LOVE CRASH (OH MY GOSH!): oh hyuk?ky_rin on October 15th, 2009 07:03 am (UTC)
Oh, ow, I wasn't expecting that to make me cry but I must have totally forgotten that its Donghae. What can I say.

Loved every one of it, even though I kind of fawn over the Cinhae XD Totally unsubtle kihae! ♥
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: can't touch thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 03:40 pm (UTC)
My goal is to make everyone love/cry over Donghae, haha. I'm so glad you liked it! I have the biggest soft spot for CinHae, too. I love that Heechul lets Donghae get away with everything. :D

And, well, yes, KiHae. You know.
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it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: hold my handmeiface on October 15th, 2009 08:39 pm (UTC)
CinHae friendship/relationship is kind of my favorte in the world, or right up there at least. ♥

Losing a parent is just so, so sad, and so hard. I can't imagine how difficult it would be, but it makes me ;___; a little bit every time Donghae talks about his dad. ♥

Thank you! I'm really happy to hear that!
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☆ dreamer: sjm; i'm your supermanholdmeifyouwant on October 15th, 2009 09:29 am (UTC)
;__; /bawling.

I loved the KyuHae but the last part, omg :((.
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: angstmeiface on October 15th, 2009 08:44 pm (UTC)
KyuHae is adorable. ): But, yeah, anything with Donghae's dad always makes me ;__; too.
rara rawr!: 슈퍼주니어 {donghae; in my hands}black_goose on October 15th, 2009 09:38 am (UTC)
The fact that you could find ten people who love Donghae like this, so damn much, kind of says a lot about his personality, I think. He's so, idk, real and adorable and human and works so hard and really, really does have such a beautiful heart.

My favourite parts were Kibum's part (since I'm still Kihae biased, damn it) and Heechul's part (since I'm...still biased), and the last part, sobbing forever. It's so easy to overlook that part of Donghae. aaaaaaaaaargh ;_____;
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: lee donghaemeiface on October 15th, 2009 08:50 pm (UTC)
KiHae, CinHae might be my favorite parts too...or they are at least my biggeset biases, anyway. XD Just, yeah, Donghae is such a good person askdlfh I love him, regardless of fandom ships. ♥♥

(Though I had some cute HanHae and HaeMin gifs I was sad I couldn't use and I was originally going to put Minho in here somewhere but then...I forgot, lol.)
AnaBananabunnylla on October 15th, 2009 09:51 am (UTC)
SPOT. :D
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: hotter than youmeiface on October 15th, 2009 08:58 pm (UTC)
I hope you enjoyed the fic. :)
(no subject) - bunnylla on October 16th, 2009 09:56 am (UTC) (Expand)
雪娘: suju: donghaebhaniere on October 15th, 2009 10:42 am (UTC)
:DDDDD
So beautifully written!
Everyone loves Donghae! I mean, how can you not?
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: you want thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 08:58 pm (UTC)
haha I totally agree with that sentiment. And thank you, I'm happy you thought so!
i enjoy wookgasms!thundersquall on October 15th, 2009 11:21 am (UTC)
I loved them all. ALL. Seriously, from start to end. I think I may have teared up a little at the last one. His dad, that always gets me. ;___;

I love this so much. ♥ I wanted to pick one I liked best and then gush to you about it, but I can't even pick out a favourite. And in any case, the last one kind of overwhelmed me.

Thanks for this, Mei, it was lovely. Donghae deserves so much love, from everyone. ♥
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: biasbiasbiasmeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:01 pm (UTC)
♥♥ Thank you for your lovely comment! I kind of put a lot of work into this...because it was Donghae asldhf. Not just because of my bias but because, well, I love him to pieces, and I kind of wanted to show just why. Meta through fic, it's how I roll...

So I'm suepr glad you liked it!
katsudono on October 15th, 2009 11:32 am (UTC)
In his opinion, there is no shame in loving someone so beautiful.

Of course there isn't. ♥

This was all kinds of beautiful and sweet and cute and lovely and truth.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE. :)
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: LOLmeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:02 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm really happy you think so. :D
stephyalexisstephyalexis on October 15th, 2009 12:45 pm (UTC)
Beautifully written
all of them where great in their own way
his dad made me tear up a bit but it always does.
loved!!!
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: calmmeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:04 pm (UTC)
his dad made me tear up a bit but it always does.

Same for me! I'm really glad you liked this. ♥ Thank you!
Alyssa: Hae likes me ♥buta_chan on October 15th, 2009 01:39 pm (UTC)
this was a great ending to a crappy day.
idk, there's probably something wrong with my hormones because this is the second time i cried today.

the SiHae gif made me aww ♥ not because I ship them, but it just looked like Siwon hugging his son. [also because i ship SiHan 8D]

#9: Just. Everybody just has the urge to protect him from the world - especially Heechul.

#10: This made me :'(. It made me cry ok? My heart breaks for Hae and I just can't imagine losing my own dad D:

I. asdgkjh. incoherent right now D8

I love this and I love DongHae. Happy birthday fishy ♥
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: you want thismeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:28 pm (UTC)
Aww I'm sorry to hear you had a crappy day. :( I'm glad the fic helped you feel better, even if you cried a little. ♥ (I cry over fics all the time so maybe my hormones are just haywire all the time, haha. Or I am just wired that way.)

ShiHae gif is adorable...actually, I find most gifs involving Donghae adorable (or hot). ;) I'm a little biased, you know.

/hugs forever. Thank you for reading and liking askdj. ♥♥
oh, there you are 。: 예해 : have you ever fallen in love (w/me)yumeyana on October 15th, 2009 03:20 pm (UTC)

kljanflkdnfalknfsdf UGH. so beautiful. this was really so beautiful. especially the last two parts. and the short kibum part was everything. lkasbfkjsdfk ♥
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: smile for memeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:31 pm (UTC)
Thank you! (For all that I ship KiHae so hard, I just didn't have that much to say. I guess maybe they just don't need that many words? ♥)
miss almost, miss maybe, miss halfway: suju: donghae & kyuhyunaishiteru_95 on October 15th, 2009 03:23 pm (UTC)
They were all so sweet and adorable and the last one made me cry. ;_;
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: angstmeiface on October 15th, 2009 09:34 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry! But thank you~ ♥
wake me up from this rotten world of dream: contenteiarim on October 15th, 2009 03:25 pm (UTC)
THIS,made me shed a bundle of tears especially the hyukjae,heechul and his father part...ilusm for this, for including my donghae fav otp!kkk♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: boys boys boysmeiface on October 15th, 2009 03:37 pm (UTC)
;__; I'm happy you liked it! (Which is your OTP, out of curiosity?) Donghae is love. ♥
(no subject) - eiarim on October 16th, 2009 03:03 pm (UTC) (Expand)
penipenpenpenipenpen on October 15th, 2009 03:46 pm (UTC)
i love every bits of this.

favorites:
1. this was like so real. HaeSica.
2. YunHae.
6. KIHAE ♥ can't live without each other.
9. Of course, Heechul has exempted Hae on all the possible things he could be an exemption.
10. this. this made me tear up.. i always tear up whenever things have something to do with his dad. his undying love for his dad still lingers on.

and EunHae... BFF for life! LOL.
A HAEppy Birthday to our beloved Fishy! XD
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your headmeiface on October 16th, 2009 05:49 am (UTC)
♥♥ I'm so glad you like this. /spreads her bias all over the place like peanut butter on a slice of bread :D
➳ GRΔCiiE;: donghaeee:3lovegraciie on October 15th, 2009 03:52 pm (UTC)
awww, who doesn't love donghae.
this boy is just so precious *__*
this is reallllly beautiful and i was smiling as i read. [:
eunhyuk's part made me smile :D just because i ship eunhae. and the part about him confessing during the mini-drama is ♥
kyu and heechul's part made me go awwww.
esp about heechul's soft spot for hae :3 i love this.
last part just made my heartache a little. D: it's soooo beautiful.
i've always loved their relationship. ♥ (ohmy. what a long comment)
it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: angstmeiface on October 16th, 2009 06:06 am (UTC)
Aww I'm glad you liked the EunHae bit. ♥ The confession is one of the cutest things ever! I personally have the biggest soft spot for Heechul and Donghae's relationship so ee I'm glad you liked that too.

Thank you for your lovely comment!
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it's weird to have a vibrating cat on your head: lee donghaemeiface on October 16th, 2009 06:12 am (UTC)
Donghae is just made of cute and precious and thoughtfulness and also HOTNESS alskhgd yeah he is my favorite. If it wasn't obvious. :'D

Thank you so much! I'm really happy you liked the fic. ♥